Saturday, July 9, 2011, a day forever burned in my memory. One of the things I never imagined would happen to us – we watched our house burn to the ground. Almost all of our earthly possessions were lost in the fire. We woke up Sunday morning with no home, no possessions and unsure of what was in store for the future; but one thing we were certain of – we knew who held our future.
As the kids watched the house burn, their questions continued to multiply. Barrett thought since my wedding ring was in the house, that meant Jason and I were no longer married. Madison wanted to know if we were ever going to have another home. There were more questions than answers, but through it all, I experienced the peace that passes all understanding. God started pouring out incredible blessings on us immediately – family, friends, neighbors, and strangers gathered around us providing for us in so many different ways. We were in awe of the love, compassion and support we received.
God has taught me so much over the last year – first and foremost, everything in this world can be lost in a moment; that is not where our treasure should be. Second, I am more focused than ever that God has a specific purpose for my life and He will mold and make me, even take me through fire, to accomplish His purpose.
We have experienced more trials during this last year than I thought was possible. God doesn’t promise a life of perfection, but He promises to work everything together for His good. Through it all, the Holy Spirit has filled me with His joy, His peace and His strength. I still don’t know what the future holds, but I know as long as I am on this earth, God has work for me to do.
I would be lying if I said I don’t have moments of fear, wondering what’s next, or will He come through on this “one”…..but when fear enters, I can proclaim 2 Timothy 1:7 – God did not give us a spirit of fear but of POWER and of love and sound mind. I can run to my Heavenly Father and take shelter in Him; for He is my refuge, my protector, my strength and my power.
